Dont judge them.
Thank you.
another ninth.
Monday, November 09, 2009, 9:09 PM
Today is 6 months after I turned nineteen.Today is the day after the eighth of November.
Today is the day before my sixth week of semester two.
Today is the day before my first ut of the last semester.
Today is the sixteenth day before the final submission of G302.
Time flies like the speed of light.
This is the final lap.
Just believe.
andtodayisjustanotherdayimissyou.
Wednesday, November 04, 2009, 11:40 PM
Oh oh oh,before I forget,
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY MARJORY!!!
:DD
x_x
Saturday, October 31, 2009, 4:22 PM
This blog is dead.
Too much.
Wednesday, October 21, 2009, 10:31 AM
You're crossing over the line, girl.
the irresponsible.
Wednesday, October 14, 2009, 11:52 AM
People are never satisfied with their lives. I love using this phrase. Instead of being satisfied, they want more. They want their lives to be more exciting. Even when they know that the things they do will affect them in a way. Be it socially or with their health. Some people love taking risks. To them it is very challenging, and when they succeed taking the risk, there'll be satisfaction and happiness. Wait, no satisfaction. Because people are not satisfied. Let me give you an example. Smokers. Some smokers have heart problems, breathing difficulties and asthma. When you know that you have all these, why even think of smoking? Then what's the point of the regular check ups at the polyclinic/hospitals and constantly buying your inhaler when you have no more? You waste money even more than the normal smokers that don't have all these diseases. You waste money on cigarettes and also on your medication or whatever. Some even coughed blood and don't go to the doctors. Why? Because they're scared. Scared of what the doctor might say. If you're scared then why in the first place do it? Most say they smoke to release stress. Righttttt. Please think before you speak.Recently, I was classified as the irresponsible one. I admit that I'm not that responsible as I can't be bothered sometimes. But that doesn't mean I'm not who I actually am. Because you don't know me and you never tried to know me that you say all those. Face it. How well do you know me that you go around telling people about me. Right, you know why they believed you or think that I'm like that? Because they don't even know me! Imagine ranting to someone who knows me really well. Will they look at me like how your friends looked at me? No. I was never irresponsible, because I know. But sometimes I don't realise the things that were never said or done, and I apologise for that. You get influenced by others so easily that you too don't realise what you're doing now. Before you say I'm irresponsible and never did what I am suppose to do, think again. Because you don't even take proper care of yourself. Not irresponsible meh?
People change in lives. They change either for the better or for the worse. It's either they get influenced to change or they want to do it on their own. I know you want to change and I appreciate the effort. But sometimes when you want to change, you have to take things slow. Don't rush or force yourself if you think that you're not changing. Changes takes time. Like the seasons in other countries. From spring to summer, it doesn't change instantly in a day. It takes time for the temperature to rise day by day to obtain the hot summer. So don't force yourself to change because you will end up taking a longer time than you thought you would. At the same time, you'd affect the people around you. The ones that you love and care for. Without realising it, you'll tend to hurt them and yourself too. People also need time to accept the change in you. So take your time, no hurry.
still irresponsible?
Retarded.
Sunday, October 11, 2009, 9:04 PM
One week of school passed. Time is passing quite fast I must say.I think I'm getting fatter. At least I feel that way. Ohmy.
Okay, time to do something! Or else, when I get back for cny next year, I'm gonna get it again.
You know, sometimes I don't have to be physically there to be there.
If you ever need me, you can just call or text.
Even if I'm not physically there, you know that I'm always here for you.
And it's not that I don't care or what, but sometimes when I asked, nothing is always the answer.
I tried but to no avail. So, don't think that I'm never there and never cared.
Because I really do and you have to do your part too.
At least text if you don't feel comfortable.
I know I've not been a good person lately.
I've not been a good friend, a good daughter, a good sister or a good teammate.
And I truly apologise for that.
But I've been trying. It's just not easy.
And yeah, sometimes less is more.
Some people just don't feel satisfied with their lives that they have to intrude into other people's lives.
What they don't realise is that by doing all these, won't make us go down.
Instead, it makes us stronger. Stronger to face the future obstacles.
"Don't sacrifice your happiness for what other people think or say about you."
I'll live up to this sentence.
And whoever you are, thank you. Cause you just made me stronger, somehow.
hey you, smile.
Raya outings.
Monday, October 05, 2009, 4:37 PM
The four kids at Salasiah's house. ;))
Raya outing with Sexayes yesterday was well, half way for me and Haiqal. Sadly, I forgot that I can't take more than one normal panadol if I feel giddy. I guess my head was really spinning till I can't think. My eyes started swelling up after leaving my house, which is only the 4th house. Went to Que's after that and the swelling got worst. Damnnn. Rested and they sent me home after that. It became like fishball please. Went to the doctors straight away and receptionist said we had to wait for an hour before our turn. Mama was great! She asked the receptionist if I could go first as I was having an allergy. I was up next after that. hiahia. Anyway, the doctor gave three different allergy medicines, one that will cause drowsiness. Current size of the swell is smaller than yesterday but still swollen. Hopefully by tmw morning, it'll be back to normal. AND I GET SICK EVERY SINGLE TIME I'M GONNA START SCHOOL. ALWAYS! Hahaha. I guess my body allergic to school too. Haha.
Okay, this one's for you guys. The worst!
No school for me today. While the rest are all back to school for their first day of the second semester, I'm at home sleeping and feeling sick. Having Mondays off is somehow a good thing for me. I smell long weekends! :DD Okay, I shan't continue, later Norlyn and Ruiwei say I'm action. Hmph. :D